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Dec. 22nd, 2011 01:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
johnegbertSO I FINISHED THIS
SORRY IF IT'S BIG
also i'm sorry for the capslock (no i'm not)
uuhh it's been kind of a weird week!
a few days ago i had my first panic attack in like a month? so my mom just decided yeah no stop with the new anti-depressant because i'm obviously not ready, and go back to my old one. my doctor agreed because i nosedived pretty fast since i'd only been taking it a few days. my mom wouldn't be comfortable switching me again until after about 6 - 8 months.
i also went to the gynecologist yesterday to see about my continuous heavy bleeding and i was REALLY disappointed that i was just told, again, to push through it
and i even have to have a "real" period now which sucks ugh. since the bleeding isn't really a full blown period it's mostly just my body trying to figure out what the fuck to do with estrogen. but actually taking the 7 days of the placebo will make me suffer an actual legitimate period and holy shit i'm not ready for that
though my mom let me go in public wearing a skirt while having really hairy legs so that was cool
oh i'm also taking 1000 mg of metformin now and i haven't had any bad side effects yet? i'm so happy that it's not killing me ;w; i don't know yet if i'm going to be able to handle the 2000 mg which is the dosage that they want me yet, but that's still like, a month away. so we'll see i guess?
was the entirety of this post about medication fucking hell
SORRY IF IT'S BIGalso i'm sorry for the capslock (no i'm not)
uuhh it's been kind of a weird week!
a few days ago i had my first panic attack in like a month? so my mom just decided yeah no stop with the new anti-depressant because i'm obviously not ready, and go back to my old one. my doctor agreed because i nosedived pretty fast since i'd only been taking it a few days. my mom wouldn't be comfortable switching me again until after about 6 - 8 months.
i also went to the gynecologist yesterday to see about my continuous heavy bleeding and i was REALLY disappointed that i was just told, again, to push through it
and i even have to have a "real" period now which sucks ugh. since the bleeding isn't really a full blown period it's mostly just my body trying to figure out what the fuck to do with estrogen. but actually taking the 7 days of the placebo will make me suffer an actual legitimate period and holy shit i'm not ready for that
though my mom let me go in public wearing a skirt while having really hairy legs so that was cool
oh i'm also taking 1000 mg of metformin now and i haven't had any bad side effects yet? i'm so happy that it's not killing me ;w; i don't know yet if i'm going to be able to handle the 2000 mg which is the dosage that they want me yet, but that's still like, a month away. so we'll see i guess?
was the entirety of this post about medication fucking hell
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Date: 2011-12-23 04:21 am (UTC)Oh man, I hate panic attacks. :( I'm sorry you had to go through that even once. ♥
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Date: 2011-12-23 04:25 am (UTC)aaww, thanks :( they're horrible, aren't they? i just hope i don't have to go through another one anytime soon!